Been studying for an exam, writing it tomorrow.

Probably the most prepared I’ve ever been for an exam in my life. Which isn’t necessarily very prepared since I never used to study much in school and uni lol.
I’m 80% sure I’ll pass wish me luck

I think I’m getting over social media. I’ve been using Facebook over this last year and while it’s been nice letting off some steam and telling right wing conservative pedo worshippers exactly what I think of them, it’s gotten old. And at this point, there’s really nothing else to do there.

There isn’t a single space where like-minded people can get together without assholes practising their ‘free speech’ and shitting on everything and everyone. Not politics, not science, not movies, not cartoons, not comic books. When it’s not dumb fkn jocks that flunked anything science or math related spouting conspiracy theories and pseudoscience in science related topics, it’s grown adults crying about the wOkE aGeNdA because apparently in the era of being able to choose anything from entire libraries of entertainment they’re too fkn dumb to do anything themselves.

And it makes me weary to have any sort of serious discussion around here too because at this point in time, my patience with bootlicking clowns is less than zero.

I wish it was a little more lively around here in other areas, because I’m kinda over posting memes too lol.

Mother’s cat went home and made mother very happy by skipping the grumpy step and going straight to shellacking herself to my mother.

I’m aching and doctors are still confused so probably more rounds of testing.

The oncologist wants to see me again. As in. They called me. Probably fine though if it can wait a few weeks.

Work schedule this week has been funny

On Wednesday I got to take the train to a nearby town for a seminar. The town was legitimately the first real “college-town” I’ve seen after coming to EU: the town was literally built in the 1960s for/around a large university that relocated there due to unrelated reasons. So that was quite interesting

Workplace had a Saint Nicholas celebration yesterday which was nice, but I got too nervous and lost sleep the night before lol. Didn’t help that this morning there’s an early morning seminar… And that’s how I ended up with falling asleep soon after getting home and somehow still almost late for work the next day

I hate that sort of guest that visits you meal time, but instead of having the meal with you they want to do something else. It’s so… socially awkward, you know?

This happened to me twice this week. In both cases the same guest, visiting my mum, so they could crochet together. The first time I had placed piping hot food on the table, and then as the guest left my mum was complaining the food was cold. *sigh*

Nothing really interesting to report, but it’s going.

I let an old ex move in my house a month ago because they were down on their luck and I had a spare room. It hasn’t went as well as planned and I’m afraid I might need them to be out soon just to keep my sanity. Shitty situation

I’ve been struggling to get a game project rolling forward. All my previous games have been average to mediocre so I’ve been having this fear of focusing on the wrong project and landing on another weak entry.

I told myself that I have to just decide on something this week but its Thursday and I’m only marginally closer to deciding than before.

Also my computer mouse broke and I can’t quite find a comfy replacement.