bellly
still smells like peepee and poopoo in here
Feel free to message me if u want to <3
formerly bellly@lemm.ee :3
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When does a species stop being invasive? :0 also i think it looks pretty n i like the name too :3
I had that once too!! When I was was 15 :0 then I took 10 steps outside, and i guess my body remembered that it wasnt supposed to feel good. It literally felt like my depression came crashing down on me like a waterfall lol
Yeeey I get to take home the cum tube :3
His full name is William jilliam
Thank you for the swift response. I am awaiting your evaluation eagerly.
bellly@sopuli.xyzOPtodepression_now!@lemmy.world•Im only good for being thrown awayEnglish
2·9 days agoThe good is measured in the things I do, the bad in me being. I always am, so Im always inadvertently doing bad. Yes I know this sounds stupid.
I believe that suffering should be reduced as much as possible. So if I can, I try to make other people’s lives at least a little bit better, even if its just for a moment.
bellly@sopuli.xyzOPtodepression_now!@lemmy.world•Im only good for being thrown awayEnglish
2·9 days agoIts just a deeply rooted feeling with no real reason behind it. Except maybe my shitty childhood. I thought using circular logic would illustrate how irrational it is, but it seems I didnt convey it very well.
I try to be a good person, to offset the inherent bad. But its difficult, when the bad is immeasurable and the good can be counted on one hand (not literally)
bellly@sopuli.xyzOPtodepression_now!@lemmy.world•Im only good for being thrown awayEnglish
2·9 days agoOoh platonic love :0 I was thinking more along the lines of romantic love lol well, they’re both important anyway.
Im evil because im not good, and because im not good im evil. Honestly, I just always felt like I was a bad person for no real reason. And because there’s no reason, im not sure how to fix it. If it even can be fixed at this point
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bellly@sopuli.xyzOPtodepression_now!@lemmy.world•Im only good for being thrown awayEnglish
1·9 days agoWhy is success measured in life?
bellly@sopuli.xyzOPtodepression_now!@lemmy.world•Im only good for being thrown awayEnglish
2·9 days agoOh I guess I misunderstood then. Yea not everyone is guaranteed love, but i could agree that everyone has the potential to be loved. I personally wouldn’t want to be loved by someone who loved multiple people, but thats because im selfish and entitled. Not that i needed to say that, though, because my evilness has already been thoroughly established it seems lol
bellly@sopuli.xyzOPtodepression_now!@lemmy.world•Im only good for being thrown awayEnglish
2·9 days agoI agree that it’s a nice thought, that everyone could be loved. But in praxis it is simply not possible. Like I said, love requires emotional labour. And forcing people into that labour would be a necessity if it were truly deserved by everyone. Its a nice sentiment, but unfortunately an empty one.
I know it’s harsh and painful, so I completely understand that people would rather not hear it.
bellly@sopuli.xyzOPtodepression_now!@lemmy.world•Im only good for being thrown awayEnglish
1·9 days agoGlad your meds are at least somewhat helpful 🫂 mine just killed my sex drive and made it hard to cum lol
bellly@sopuli.xyzOPtodepression_now!@lemmy.world•Im only good for being thrown awayEnglish
1·9 days agoNo wishing required






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